Since too young thus afraid of being alone. That's what a friends told me today. She also said that she can feel that I am changed a bit, even though some parts are still similar. I asked what she felt? She said maybe being matured and constrain. That's what so called "being old" actually, I think. Yes.... as what she told me, going through fears makes one grow up. There is always place for us to adjust, and to become the ones we want to be. Besides, someone told me a phrase "aimless learning". It's remind me just to do something aimlessly. I didn't discover every my behavior has a propose. Oh, who makes life tiring? Others or me?!